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Feeling Chosen

It used to rule my life: the desire to be chosen by a guy. To be liked and get flowers and chocolates. To get asked to prom. To feel singled out for affections, chosen in the most glorious way I could imagine.
In high school, I would plan outfits to try to catch a guy's attention. I would analyze a guy's actions with my closest friends for days. And it did nothing to fulfill me. It only made me feel like I had wasted a lot of precious time. Looking back, I realize I really did waste a lot of time obsessing over opinions that don't matter. Sometimes it was a teacher who I wanted to impress or someone I wanted to become friends with, but for the most part, it was usually the opinion of a guy I liked that mattered most.
The desire to be chosen by a guy doesn't rule my life anymore. There are days when controlling my desire to be chosen is an uphill battle, and days where I lose that uphill battle, but I am no longer consumed every day by the stress of being perfect enough for a guy to notice me.
What changed?
I realized that there was a guy who had chosen me. In John 15:19, Jesus said to his disciples, "If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you." (ESV)
God wanted you. He picked you, and He keeps picking you, even on your worst days. So don't keep living like you need to gain the affections of a guy who's attention may only last a few weeks. God already loves you enough. Rest in His peace and love until His time for you to meet your future husband, whose attention will not be fleeting.
Galations 1:10 For am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ. (ESV).

For more reading on this topic, check out: Finding Your Fairy Tale Ending by Dechari Cole and Graceful by Emily P Freeman
Also, the podcast "Wait It Out" by Jamie Grace has a lot of helpful episodes about this topic.
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